PHENOTYPE of EVIL

malevolence

The

UpsideDown

Evil

Still here, but do not fret, evil disintegrates into oblivion, it is the natural progress of chaos. It devolves into nothingness.

Narcissism-psychopathy is opposite of creation and always a self-limiting reaction. When you take a thin slice of reality you might not notice, zoom out to observe all that does not help in evolution breaks down and vanishes.

The arrow of evolution is moving along the production lines of love hormone oxytocin, from psychopathy to empathy. Nature builds from solitary lizards lacking oxytocin and eating their young to mammals living in groups with free flowing bond hormone. The more oxytocin produced the more evolved the brain.

Psychopaths (malignant narcissists) are evolutionary dinosaurs, crippled brains which do not utilize oxytocin making them effectively lizards in human suits. These are the guys on the outskirts of the bell curve, failing yet another class in evolution.

The UpsideDown

Appetite without conscience

Envy

Greedy habit of looking for someone to lean on and exploit

Demanding they prop you up

Lacking creativity envy can only imitate

Persisting in its infantilism

Stealing covertly

Naively hoping no one noticed

You remain a toddler in an aging skin suit

Blind Envy

East of Eden

Enslaving Obsession

Evil

self-digests

de-evolves

sows the seeds

of its own destruction

Evil

sacrifices itself

into obscurity

Cause and Effect

it always has been

about

good vs evil

What is the source of evil?

Narcissism, seemingly viral infection of our times has been described by psychology in terms of idealize, devalue, discard cycle. While descriptions of the narcissism tree abound, the seed from which it sprouts has not been found. The mechanism and symptoms are observed, but

what is the root of the affliction?

what motivates this pattern of behavior?

what is the source of evil?

Thesis: Narcissism is born of fear

and sprouts

into unbridled greed -

the envy

which blooms into

hate

Its goal is

transfer of value.

To Self.

Narcissism starts with fear of survival which leads to greed;

which morphs into insatiable craving to possess all goodness of another, even to its detriment.

The idealize, devalue, discard narcissistic cycle, is a mechanism of greed spreading outside the boundary of self and cannibalizing the object of its admiration. In the narcissistic process of acquisition the malignant ego wants to consume the value of the other, and idealization is the camouflage utilized by high entropy consciousness to gain access to the good object.

Consequence of the un-contained greed and intolerance to any frustration of that desire is Envy. It is an ego state of desiring to own unconditionally, consuming without gratitude all that is good of another.

Envy only turns its gaze your way to take, consume without restrain, steal.

It looks to enhance the self in order to establish dominance in a hierarchy.

Narcissist steals all what is lacking in the self and envied in another. Envy propels the primitive consciousness to get close to the object of its greedy fascination and then attempt to transfer all that is valuable to itself.

You observe evil mimicking everything; acquiring your paragraphs, manufacturing life’s works, photoshopping achievements, and stealing dreams to stealthily repackage as their own to a new audience. Propelled by the engine of envy narcissistic ego claws to acquire the kaleidoscope of your views, ideas, interests and traits emerging enhanced, larger, in a Sisyphean toil to become superior.

So why the narcissist displays such corrosive envy?

Envy is ego’s defense mechanism against survival fear, unbridled greed which breaks boundaries of the other fueled by the shame of inferiority in “the dog eat dog world”. The high entropy consciousness seeks to arrive an alpha, towering atop the ego pyramid.

Envy is fueled by hatred, derived from rage. This hatred is directed towards object that has what one desires and withholds what one desires.

Envy is geared to destroy that object and what is wanted in that object, destroying at the same time something that is needed by the destroyer.

Envy as a particularly malignant manifestation of hatred in destroying the hated object it also destroys the internal desire for that what one wishes.

It destroys the good and the beautiful.

In the final act of consumption, narcissist seeks to destroy the object that is frustrating him, provoking his carnivorous envy, so the primitive consciousness does not have to parade the good object's skin silently among the lambs.

We see this animalistic drive in primitive cultures of the past. By consuming the symbolic God's body these cultures believed they were becoming God, they had access to the coveted powers of the almighty.

Aztecs believed that cannibalizing the envied enemy enabled them to possess the strength and courage of the vanquished one. Additionally, eating the body of an opponent was the ultimate act of revenge asserting domination and inspiring fear.

"We will eat your skulls" echoed the chants of the October 7th attack as chopped children heads rolled in the dirt, yet many centuries passed since Aztecs drunk red courage from the heart of the envied,

- there is a blueprint,

a structure to

the anatomy of evil.

By consuming your life

Narcissist believes he is becoming you

Accessing your essence by wearing your clothes

At the same time

Taking revenge and dominating your light.

Evil performs the most ancient of the rituals.

The cannibalizing of the envied one completes the transfer of value.

Evil puts on your face and looks out at the world.

Hidden.

Newly harvested appearance of innocence.

Narcissist is an absurd hero,

the envious one is

anti-life.

The cannibal

The goal of Narcissism, or treaty on

Thieves don't break into empty houses

If the shark ascertains you are dominant, stand higher in the social hierarchy

he will become a fast friend.

Narcissists always ingratiate themselves to those they deem powerful:

the beautiful, the wealthy, the intelligent and the talented.

They are combing waters for the most valuable diamond.

To make friends.

The glue holding that “friendship”, is always corrosive envy, greedy desire to transfer all the narcissist admires in you to him.

Narcissist mimics all characteristics of the one he deems superior while eagerly awaiting to dispose of the original copy at an opportune moment. Hence, the malignant narcissist is always scanning for any signs of vulnerability and will attack to complete this transfer of value.

Narcissist seeks to destroy the object that is frustrating him,

the one highlighting his inadequacy,

the one provoking his carnivorous envy.

The killing is carried out by stealing the whole life of the envied;

the money, the house, the work, the ideas, the words, the accomplishments, the style, even the mannerisms and most importantly,

the innocence.

Evil carves the face of the envied one and places on top of his own.

The mask of innocence.

Narcissist then convinces others stolen goods are all his.

The identity theft complete.

The source of the enormous pain eliminated, at last.

Having destroyed the original, quietly,

evil makes a dance move into the empty spot in the social order.

Dominant position in the hierarchy, is the goal of evil.

Killing the good and the beautiful is how it is done.

So if you get in a shark infested waters, remember the steps to

the Red Waltz.

The Red Waltz

Ego:

Awareness in Service of Fear

lake of reckoning

I carry

The globe on my shoulder

Spin it once a day

To see where the darkness is

Twilight everywhere

Last flickering embers of light

Fading

Look at the moon if you must know

The last beat

Years past

I saw him clearly

Walked right by me

On a twilight stroll

Draped in a white robe

Hair black like a sin

Sadness vast, unfathomable

Washed over me

I turned to my companion

A dark wave is coming

Will sweep everywhere

Envelop all

You did not grasp

You did not see

Satan is on the loose

Draped in red

Graceful Lady

The dark wave

On the high seas approaching

Carrying crimson garments

Of the innocent

All roads lead to

Rome

The heart of darkness claims its prize

Plants the final stake

The crowning jewel in the mask of evil

Attracted to glistening light
A dark moth in relentless flight
Its wings fluttering against the other
Feverishly seeking entry
Its intent not merely to be close
But to burrow inside
To create voids
Devour from within, leaving nothing but echoes
Evil's aim is not proximity
Its insidious desire is to morph in
To wear your essence as disguise